excuse me, too busy

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 08:16:18 GMT

Try as I may I find myself back where I began. I have never been this screwed up about anyone before, when he isn't around I feel empty like something is missing and when he is around everything feels electric, like an energy. I have no idea what it is about him, I know that being around him is toxic and unhealthy because im putting myself through hell but somewhere inside he is genuine.

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 18:31:08 GMT

oh wow, i dont even know if anyone uses this anymore but I have needed to rant for such a long time and had forgotten that i own one of these. Okay so, work sucks, I havent seen any of my friends in so long, i feel like all i do is hangout with people from work, which is cool, because having more friends is awesome but like I miss my real friends so much. Ughh. Anyway so on top of my friends I have like the most frustrating guy problems, there is tim that i care for very much still but then there is joe, joseph milazzo, wtf, i have no idea why this gorgeous man decided to grace me with his presence but he did, and the worst part is he legit likes me and i like him a lot i just dont know what to do, he still talks to his ex, as do i but i mean, she is a huge bitch. whatever, I'll just have to wait and see where shit goes.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:40:24 GMT

Summer is almost over. It's weird. I need to start hanging out with people more before the hectic life starts again. ugh. The twilight movies comes out in december and I am so excited, i doubt it is gonna be good but still it's cool to see like what you imagine come to life. Life's alright

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 05:23:02 GMT

First good days I've had in a while.

Tue, 15 May 2007 18:49:10 GMT

"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you"

EDITED:PS

I MISS LIFE

20 days

2 of school

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 06:04:58 GMT

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